bigmouth strikes again.

fucking go.

Wed, 18 May 2005 18:31:08 GMT

goddamnit. add my new journal so i don't have to keep checking both for 'friends only' posts and so you can read the bitching and whining in mine!!

http://livejournal.com/users/shehangsherself/

new journal

Sat, 07 May 2005 03:21:40 GMT

add my new fucking journal.
everyone should already be on my friends list.
i was in need of a change... 3 years with this one i think...

http://www.livejournal.com/users/shehangsherself/

Fri, 06 May 2005 21:20:02 GMT

i got the inside of my upper arm tattooed yesterday as planned despite a nasty post-black out hangover... don't ask...

the pictures aren't very clear but it's a clipper ship that says 'uss sunfish' on bottom sail, has a banner that reads 'norman' and in the waves on the back part of my arm it reads 'sailor's life'. color will be added maybe next month...

my grandfather was in the navy during WWII. he spent most of his service time on a sub called the u.s.s. sunfish. i miss my grandpa. he has an eagle tattooed on his chest and a hula girl on his forearm that he could make dance...

Wed, 04 May 2005 01:38:01 GMT

i get tattooed thursday at 6:30p.
i get to finish my tattoo when i go home.
it's about god damn time.

Mon, 02 May 2005 16:34:14 GMT

today i am twenty four years of age.
don't know how i feel about that.
but my mom DID call me at 10:30 this morning to sing happy birthday (..."even though you aren't really born yet because it's not 3:10-ish.").
yes, 'aren't' as opposed to 'weren't'.
also, last night, evie left me a dozen assorted colored roses in a vase on my kitchen counter. talk about the SWEETEST.

where shall i go to dinner tonight?

get on it!

Sun, 01 May 2005 01:22:06 GMT

me.
jonathan.
home.
june 28th - july 4th.
holy fucking shit!!!

um...

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 19:43:06 GMT

can i just say how much i love the showcase showdown.

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 16:26:56 GMT

so i went to bed at 11:00 last night and slept until just now on the most comfortable sheets in the entire universe. jersey. holy shit, i want only to sleep on sheets made of it from now on. infact, i think i'm going to barnes and noble today to gey another book and then going to target to buy another set of those lovely sheets! i've never been so psyched about bedding...

also, i WILL be home in july, first or second week. jonathan and i have to discuss it tonight and figure out which week is best for the both of us. i won't have a car for the first day or two, as i am just going to register and insure it in rhode island when i get there and i have to get a new license first. but more details will be forthcoming.

i need to shower... i have so much sleep in my eyes i cannot see well hah.

it feels good to be so excited!

i NEVER go on aim anymore...

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 01:20:31 GMT

and when i do, THIS is the first thing i get:

MunkyMastr: You and your brother could win awards for being like worlds sexiest brother sister couple.

fucking AWESOME!!!

on a side note, i really really want sesame chicken.

well... yep.

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 04:32:40 GMT

Your Taste in Music:

80's Alternative: Highest Influence

80's Rock: High Influence

Alternative Rock: Medium Influence

80's Pop: Low Influence

80's R&B: Low Influence

90's Alternative: Low Influence

90's Hip Hop: Low Influence

90's Rock: Low Influence

Adult Alternative: Low Influence

Classic Rock: Low Influence

Gangsta Rap: Low Influence

Hip Hop: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 03:47:26 GMT

jonathan doesn't like any of the old horror/"horror" movies i show him... especially ones directed by peter jackson. :(
dead alive is awesome... sometimes i don't know about that guy. hah.

i have yet another fucking headache and so i will go to bed and read about drizzt before i sleep.

real update tomorrow maybe? i don't work until three.

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 16:39:50 GMT

i love henri bendel's 'wild fig'.
i also love hanae mori's 'butterfly'.

damn, i smell awesome.

i ALSO think i hurt my tongue on my spinbrush. not caught it or tor it or anything... it just feels sort of raw. but it looks normal. hmph... i have no idea.

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 02:23:41 GMT

wish my paperwork for my health benefits would come in so i could find a doctor to give me pills for my constant fucking headaches. they're seriously something awful. one day - just one day without one, please.

getting domestic... sort of.

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 22:56:15 GMT

so i woke up sort of early for a day off (11:30 am) and hung out downstairs with charlie for a little while. watched him clean, pet the dog... you know. i showered and all that great stuff and then we (charlie and i) took the dog for a walk to kfc so we could get lunch. it was a beautiful 58 degrees at that point and i was warm as shit with a tank top and a light zip up hoodie. what a great start. we ate and then charlie, chris, tanis and i walked to campus so chris could go to class and charile could go to work. well, *I* went so i could visit "daddy" (jonathan) and get the car to go to target. i met jonathan's district manager and must've seemed pretty disinterested in doing so, as i had to stifle laugher due to his wide but short strawberry blonde soul patch and matching hair (BOTH dyed, mind you). i mean, he was nice but... either be breif or laugh at his face... i chose the nicer option.

so i drop the dog off at home and go to target to get (in order):
- brown eyeliner.
- gigantic bottle of laundry detergent.
- 80 13 gal. trash bags.
- outside lead for dogs.

i forgot to get a calendar though. oh well.

then i sort of cleaned out the car. i threw away the trash and brought the un-trash insode to be washed or put away as needed and i cleaned the hard interior surfaces and the inside of all the windows. meanwhile, the dog played outside on his lead. SO much outside for him today. how exciting.

so now i guess i'm going to go use the sticky lint brush in the car for the dog hair and then think about what to make for dinner. i don't have to work until 5 tomorrow, so i think i might get up early and paint the kitchen. then i have to go straight to the high five for their show.

oh, i also got a fan out of the basement, but it's kind of loud... there's a bunch more. perhaps i will try another.

hahahaha....

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 17:02:05 GMT

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.

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Satanism

67%

atheism

63%

agnosticism

54%

Hinduism

50%

Buddhism

46%

Islam

46%

Judaism

42%

Paganism

21%

Christianity

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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Wed, 23 Mar 2005 15:49:00 GMT

my hair is brown. i look awesome.

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 23:43:03 GMT

so it was 60 degrees out today. what the shit is up with that? what's up, it's the middle of february. but it was a sure sign that i needed to get my ass outside and take tanis for a walk. since erin just got a lab puppy (who is about three times the side of my guy) she came over and we walked them around the neighborhood for an hour. then i cleaned the entire house and did two batches of laundry. now it is bath time for the dog.

and the winner is...:

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 04:33:36 GMT

Tanis Half-Elven Fistandantilus Toney

BEST V-DAY EVER!!!!!!!!

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 01:05:29 GMT

I GOT MY DOGGIE!!!!!

as you can see, i've already given him a small stuffed hedwig (you know, the owl from harry potter... ha.)

I ALMOST FORGOT!

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 22:57:23 GMT

i just woke up and i'm terribly bored.

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 18:04:08 GMT

ME STUFF
*your name:: daniellemarie.
*birthdate:: may 2, 1981.
*location:: the 614.
*height:: 5' 3.5".
*weight:: 130.
*hair//eye color:: black. / green.
*favorite band[s]//singer[s]:: the cure.
*hobbies:: reading, sewing.
*piercing[s]:: vertical labret, septum, navel, ears.
*tattoo[s]:: lower stomach, chest piece, back, right arm.
*likes:: bright colors, wizards, vampires, jonathan toney.
*dislikes:: bordem, the little girl in the exorcist, spiders.

THEM STUFF
*their name:: jonathanwilliam.
*their age:: 26.
*birthdate:: june 12, 1978.
*location:: columbus.
*height:: 6' 3.5".
*weight:: i dunno... 170?. he's thin...
*hair//eye color:: dark auburn. / blue.
*favorite band[s]//singer[s]:: depeche mode.
*tattoo[s]:: chest, both arms.
*dislikes:: bad dressers, when i poke his belly button.

COUPLE STUFF
*how long have you been together?:: we've discussed it and decided that we've been involved for almost 2 years.
*when did you start dating?:: we have no idea exactly, hence "involved" for almost 2 years.
*how did you meet?:: haha, oh shit, friendster.
*how did you decide you wanted to be with this person?:: because he was the most amazing conversationalist i had ever had the pleasure of speaking to in-so-far as being completely compatible with my personality/interests/idiosyncrasies/sense of humor/manner of conversing.
*what did you notice first about them?:: he liked dragonlance and ink and dagger.
*what do you enjoy doing together?:: everything. i'm serious.
*how far have you gone with them?:: we've been from rhode island to here.
*do you regret anything you've done with them?:: absolutely not.
*do you think you rushed the relationship at all?:: oh god no, it took too long to work out as it is.
*do you live together?:: yes.
*how does he//she make you feel?:: happy, lucky, smart, special.
*do you love them?:: forever and ever.
*do they love you?:: the most.
*have they ever seen you cry?:: yes.
*have you seen them cry?:: yes.
*if so, how did it make you feel?:: sad, but he looked very pretty crying...
*are you comfortable around them?:: yep.
*if yes, how comfortable?:: i can say/do anything without feeling self conscious (except i won't pee with him in the room yet even though i go in there when he pees).
*if no, why not? --
*do you have a song?:: i have a plethora of songs that remind me of him/us/certain things we've been through.
*do you have a special movie?:: haha i said it's "you've got mail" haha. but really, no.
*do they complete you?:: no, i am complete on my own, however he supplements AND compliments me perfectly.
*have you had to change at all to make them happy?:: no one can be happy with my moodiness, so i try for both our sakes to make life easier.
*what is your favorite date that you've been on with them?:: h.p. lovecrafts grave, even though it wasn't a date, but he was So excited.
*if you could do one thing with them right now, what would it be?:: anything.
*do you think they're beautiful//hot//sexy//other?:: holy shit, so hot.
*have you ever slept with them [in a nonsexual way]?:: every night.
*what is the best gift he//she has ever given you?:: gatorade and white chocolate reese's cups the first morning we were together (i was hung over and he remembered what i like for that).
*does he//she do sweet things for you that melt your heart?:: see the above scenario. and also when he threw me in the snow and i took him down with me and then he threw snow in my mouth/eyes and i choked and couldn't see and we got in the car and that was the most in love i have ever felt.
*is he//she a romantic person?:: not in the typical, cheesy sense of the term, but yes, we both are.
*do you like to cuddle with them?:: yes, i do.
*when did you first say 'i love you'?:: a very long time ago.
*if you could change one thing about them, what would it be?:: well, he's already biting his nails less, and i would make him more tidy.
*do you need them right now?:: need and want always.
*have you ever cried over them?:: too many tears too many times...
*have they ever cried over you?:: yep.
*do they ever remind you of any boyfriends//girlfriends you once had?:: sometimes he reminds me of jae a little. it's kind of really weird.

FUTURE STUFF
*can you imagine yourself being with them for a long time?:: yes.
*have you thought about marriage?:: yes.
*do you think you could last in a marriage with them?:: yes.
*can you picture yourself having kids with them?:: nicodemus, hezekiah and alhanna.
*do you know how they feel on these subjects?:: yes, he doesn't like hezekiah...
*if you were to get married to them, when would you want it to take place?:: when we can plan it to be exactly how we want it.
*would you want a big or small wedding?:: medium, maybe 100 people tops, including family.
*would you want a honeymoon?:: yes.
*if you had kids, would you want boys or girls?:: two boys and a girl. but i'll settle for just a boy.
*do you have names picked out?:: yeah, see above.

NOW STUFF
*is there distance between you?:: well yes, at the moment he is at work.
*if so, how much?:: about a ten minute drive.
*how do you make your relationship work [distance or no distance]?:: it just does, sometimes the gears get caught, but we work it out.
*how long do you go without seeing each other?:: only for however long he's at work.
*how long do you go without speaking to each other?:: " "
*how do you currently feel about your relationship with them?:: it's the bestest ever even when it sucks.

i keep it close, i keep it in me.

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 21:07:21 GMT

it's only four o'clock and i'm bored to death. i've already eaten my left over sesame chicken from last night's dinner and made coffee. i don't feel like reading right now nor do i feel like being online. i cannot think of any other movies i want to cue up on netflix and i've watched all the ones we have here. i can't do the laundry because i don't have quarters (i can't wait for THAT to be over in march) and i really need a job so i can get a doggie and get tattoos and my car and buy fun things. for some reason today i had a strong urge to apply at cvs. i think i'm going to.

it's snowing again. the flakes are gigantic. i keep staring out the window at them.

erin and i drank a lot of coffee yesterday and talked about pretty much every topic ever and peed a lot and then went to the thrift store that gave me an anxiety attack last time. but, since it was 5 p.m. on a friday instead of a cold saturday afternoon, there were not as many people there leaving their unattended babies in carriages directly in front of things i wanted to look at. which gave me the opportunity to see three pairs of old high heels (dark greenish-turquoise and baby powder pink satin ones and a white leather pair), a simple black matte vinyl handbag (it's not so much purse-like as it is a bag to hold in your hand or on your shoulder and keep things in), another black cardigan that ended up having sleeves that are a little too wide to look ok (but still fine for around the house at night) and a colorful mini-statue of a dragon and a castle. not bad for $10.37. there are kind of the most thrift stores, like, ever here. it's great. the next one's i want to go to are the goodwill on high near chinese buffet because, for some reason, i haven't been to that one and the one near alum creek drive and the dog shelter. could that be next weekends adventure...?

why are all 'goth nights' named after religious things? communion became resurrection and here there is church on saturdays. it's kind of funny.

motivate me.

bitches get stitches.

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 00:04:14 GMT

oh yes they do.
when will people learn that they really can't fuck with it?
please
give me a reason to.

tomorrow i have plans to do something or anything with miss erin butcher. we have only been to ethiopean buffet together but she is quite the nice girl and i am excited to have more friends.

alyson and i talked for HOURS on the telephone the other night and it was nothing short of amazing. i love that we can just fall back into things after me being gone for basically almost a year if you count me living in boston, and four solid months if you don't. i love her. the most.

last night we went to larry's to meet up with charlie and rebekah and her roommate and her roommate's boyfriend (i forgot their names... :( ). they all played pool and i drank a few raspberry stoli and sours. i smoked all my cigarettes and i really want one right now and i have none and it's too cold for me to even begin to think that walking to UDF is a good idea.

one hour till the oc.

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 21:11:20 GMT

so i haven't been online lately. jonathan took five days off work after inventory was done and i like to limit my time online when he's around because, well, i'd rather pay attention to him than be online.

it seems like we sat around most of the week. we watched some movies that we got from netflix (can i just say how amazing it is?!) and bought me some underwear from VS. oh yeah, we went to a thrift store where i got a turquoise knit scarf, black knee-length skirt with a little ruffle at the bottom and a grey/black guess denim jacket. urban's belated holiday party was sunday night at charlie's so that was the big "weekend" plan. oh god, we got towed friday night! we went to the high five and parked where we always park and we got towed after being there for, like 15 minutes! and since the car is still in his dad's name, we couldn't get it out that night. we had to call charlie and he and rebekah came to get us and we came back here to drink more. and download the kafka rock opera. hah.

we are definitely moving into charile's at the begining of march. i saw the room last week and it's huge and has sloped ceilings and is going to look awesome once it's cleaned out and painted and everything. i think i will forever love attic rooms. so i'm excited for that. and of course i'm thinking ahead to the summer where i will have a front and back porch AND yard, a doggie, cookouts, and lawn chairs. ooh, ooh i'm totally getting a fucking sprinkler! and window fans for the livingroom!! i love window fans! ack, now i'm so psyched...

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 06:31:28 GMT

yes.